My son JJ is the reason I became interested in "the other side".. He passed away in a motorcycle accident on Dec. 5th, 2006 in Spgfld Oregon on Main St. When he died it changed me in many ways. I was never in to ghosts, orbs, haunted places, or anything of the sort until after I lost him.
I want to contact my son on the other side.. I need help/suggestions/info on how to do that. If you are educated on contacting spirits then PLZ contact me. I need to see/hear from my son again, and I will not give up until I do.
THIS IS A SLIDESHOW OF JJ AND HIS UNFINISHED LIFE..PLZ ENJOY!
PLEASE VISIT JJ'S MYSPACE PAGE AT WWW.MYSPACE.COM/JUSTIN_CUTRIGHT
MY SON & BESTFRIEND JUSTIN 'JJ' CUTRIGHT. I MISS HIM SO MUCH. :( R.I.P SON
1 of 4 Birthday posters made for JJs Bday
BOOKS
Books I like to read are of anything spiritual or containing info about angels, spirits, crossing over, life after death experiences, ghosts, hauntings..etc.
BEAUTIFUL VIDEO & SONG
I am alive today because of GODS super love and compassion.
My son Alex and I in AZ. 2003 I miss you Buggy..:(
My son JJ and I. AZ. 2003.
R.I.P Son..
My princess Rori & me. 2007
Bethany & I. At JJs funeral. I still don't know how we conjured up a smile..it wasn't easy.
My son Justin was right when he told me.."Don't ever depend on others to make you happy Momma, coz in the end when they are no longer there for you, all you got is yourself, so make YOURSELF happy and you be AIGHT" Thx 4 that advice JJ and you were right!!
I am a proud Mom of 3 awesome kids!! Justin "JJ" {RIP} Died Dec. 5th 2006
Alex "Bubba"
And last but not least.. Aurora "Rori"
I have been through more then one person should ever have to go through or endure. I have had my heart broken numerous times in the past, not just by lovers who have come and gone but by the horrible and sensless murder of my only brother Ronald Paul Cutright in April 1994, who was my Hero and friend...(I will post his pic soon)..
Then in November 2003 my Mom "Constance Darlene Rose" passed away...alone in a trailer by the sea in Winchester Bay her heart gave way and the Angels took her home...
I cried like a baby in my son JJ's arms..we cried TOGETHER... it was such a heartbreak to lose his Gramma, and to see his Momma cry so hard...we were devasted...
I miss my Brother and Mom so much but NOTHING has ever broken my heart as the death of my son Justin did...Just 3 years after losing my Mom the angels took him home too..:( on December 5th 2006 my happiness was pulled out from under me like a bad dream..
Saying goodbye to my baby boy on December 14th 2006. I hated seeing him this way, his entire body wrapped in gauze due to his limbs being broken in different directions... I hated seeing my poor baby this way!!! the PERMANENCE of it was more then I could stand...:(
He passed away in the care of Sacred Heart Hospital on December 5th, 2006, after crashing his motorcycle into the side of a car that turned in front of him... his body landed in the Burger King parking lot of 58th and Main Street in Springfield Oregon, at 940pm where he ultimately met his fate...his head trauma was severe and irrepairable.
When they told me my child passed away I felt myself step outside of my body... I could not deal with what I was hearing...I wanted to die with my son at that very moment.. :( The screaming in my head was louder then all the voices in the room... I felt as if I was being punished for all the wrongs I've done in my life.. and what an unfair punishment it was!
If you go to the Burger King on 58th and Main, you will see a cross in honor of JJ... it is all that's left to remind the everyday people that a life was lost there...a very PRECIOUS life indeed.
JJ is now resting at the Springfield Memorial Gardens and funeral home on 73rd and Main Street in Springfield... his headstone has his full name "Justin Cutright".. he was proud of his name!
I have a gigantic hollow spot where a part of my heart once remained... JJ took that part with him when he died... Burying him was the worst nightmare I could EVER have lived through, and I pray to never have to bury another one of my children again..
I shed tears for my boy DAILY...and not a day passes that he is not in my head and heart... Somedays when driving in my car, a song that he once loved will come on the radio and I have to pull over becoz I can't see through the tears.. sometimes I just want to stomp on the gas and just plow into anything ahead of me to end this hurt.. but then I think about my surviving children and stop myself from doing something crazy.. I could never break their hearts in such a way... I am just not that selfish.
The rest of my heart I cherish and care for a great deal becoz it holds my children and closest friends & relatives there...
I am very family oriented and my family comes first before anyone. The very few friends I have I cherish with all my heart..
I am a REAL person with HEART. I try not to judge others EVER becoz it isn't my job...that is up to God, not me.
I have been through the best and worst times in life and I have learned by every experience I have been through.
I have been across the world, lived in Italy, seen Amsterdaam, vacationed in British Columbia, cruised the Mexican riviera and have lived all over the United States, and I have come to find that OREGON is where my heart is. I love it here and will never leave again...
You asked me what was wrong and I smiled and said.... "Nothing"..... then I walked away and whispered... "Everything"......
My boy Justin "JJ" Cutright-Ervin
Born 09/01/1986, Died 12/05/2006... r.i.p G. Momma loves you and misses you so much...
TURN ON'S
I LOVE THE BEACH!!
My daughter "Rori" and my Grand-daughter Addie (JJ's baby girl who he was never able to kiss or hold) Xmas 2007!
I have come to realize that I never really knew what true love was until I held JJ, my 1st born child in my arms (rip JJ), then 6 years later Alex was born and placed on my chest...I cried, becoz once again I was so in love, and so thankful to GOD that I was alive... 12 years after that Rori was born...again that same awesome love hit me deep as I held my daughter in my arms for the 1st time... the love I have for my children is something that will never be compared too.. there is no love like it on earth. If I had to live alone the rest of my life without any other love except for that of my children then I would be content and forever fulfilled..
I hold the LOVE I share with my children very high on a pedastool..
TURN OFF'S
RUDE JUDGEMENTAL PEOPLE ARE A HUGE TURN OFF TO ME. '
I have just found your page and I have to say that ........ being an angel on earth is a very hard job indeed and you were given that job to help love everyone around you and to teach others to love and to be strong through difficult times. I do not know you at all but from reading you page I feel like I do. I just wanted ot send you my best wishes and to tell you to hang on. THE WORLD does need you.
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