07
Jun/2007

by IndianaGhostTracker

I come to you with a very troubles heart and mind ... I fell asleep on
accident this morning and i was sleeping pretty good up till I had a
dream of my nearest relative dieing the one I am named after and see
that I am allot alike > This dream was so detailed and everything .
This person is my grandfather that I was getting the news on and I
rushed to get to his funeral and it was like I wasn't there butt that I
was a lill late and I got there just to see him being placed in the
ground with a head stone to match the place where he was..... I woke in
shock and I had my roommates call him cuz I was still so out of it
thinking the whole thing was real .... They called and he answered the
phone will some one please tell me why in the hell would  I have a
dream so detailed butt yet false and not to mention so damn hurtful ??
What does it mean?????I did have an appointment to be at at 10 and i
was woke at 8:59 so was this a way for someone or something to wake me
up???? If so why use that method or is it things to come in the future
.I have a gift sometimes that when I go to sleep I can dream of the
future and later on the exact same thing I have dreamed about happens
100% like it did in the dream... Please help I am loosing it over this
one dream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Thank you

Ps
me and my grandpa haven't seen or spoken to each other in over a year
mainly cuz I this last year have been in the middle of a
emotional,physical ,sexual abusive relationship and then I got out and
had a complete melt down .....Now I have gotten help and am IN classes
to help me to be able to deal with past stuff when I was a kid and then
the relationship I was in....I'm afraid to call because I don't want to
pee my mom off at me more than what she is already I am sure for me not
calling or letting her know butt I with drew from every one. Butt I
miss them.And want to make stuff right....

If you want u can pm me the answer if u don't want to post it here...

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