I had some of the most horrible dreams I think I have ever had in my life last night. Really really grotesque faces stalking me and chasing me and attacking me and really really hurting me.

It was like I was in the film Saw (or any of it's sequels) and was being forced to watch myself being put through the most horrendous torture. Then just as I thought things couldn't get any worse I was made to watch the closest people in my life go through the same things over and over and over.

Today the dreams are sort of hanging over me in a horrible way. It's like I'm getting flashbacks of them and at times they are making me feel so negative and worry and panic about simple things in my life that I know I shouldn't be panicing about.

I just wonder how they actually relate to my life at the minute and if they actually mean anything or is my mind just not switching off when I fall asleep and it's translating my worry about other things into these weird nasty dreams?

Anybody any theories on this or have I lost it completely?

A.

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