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I haven't written a blog here in a while, so I figured I should make my appearance and try to shed some light on what I hate (sarcastically!...and if you believe that I truly hate these things, man oh man. LOL).

I truly hate it when people claim they have ghosts only for me to catch a mysterious voice on my recorder. It's utterly ridiculous. Seriously. I wasted all that time while I could have been out spending money at a bar or a baseball game, but instead got an awesome piece of evidence. What a waste of a day. One more step toward doing something for the paranormal field.

I really hate making clients feel much better about their homes after investigating. "Sir/ma'am, you home is not haunted. You can go on without a problem." The smiles on their faces of relief....so annoying! Just put myself out of business there. Not like they were paying me the big bucks in the first place. I deserve top dollar for my services!

Why do entities feel the need to make a sensitive feel them? I mean, please. Don't they have something better to do than to bug me? Granted I've been working on increasing my sensitivity, but do they really have to show themselves to me to make me feel like I'm something special? I mean, I did ride the short bus in kindergarten because that's all we had for kindergarten. And why the heck does that one lady bother me so much? Good thing she's a spirit, I'd be filing harrassment papers against her.

What I think is so stupid is this blog. LOL I have too much time at work, and I spend it writing a blog about nothing really. I love hunting. I love doing it for free. I love clients who are happy we do this service for them. Pretty much, this is too sarcastic for its own good.

Now back to work.

Perhaps it's just me, but I'm one that has recently been able to see spirits - not visually, but in the back of my mind. At the time being, when I see them, they're in grey tones, have white eyes but you can sometimes tell what clothes they're wearing to even their facial expressions.

I've only been experimenting to make this part of my sensitivity strong within the last five to six months - and needless to say, I'm noticing it's getting stronger. Whether I want it to get stronger or not is a different story. I'm still debating on that.

For those who say they can sense spirits or even see them, what do they look like to you? Are they in color? Are they as a regular person would be? What makes seeing them so different compared to someone in front of you? Do you see them in the back of your mind, or do you see them just as you would see another person in front of you?

So many questions. So little time. And man it's 12:41 a.m. and listening to EVP audio is making my eyes get heavier. LOL

On Thursday, the founder of my group had been contacted by a production group from the UK in regard to a series they're producing for the channel LIVING, which over there also airs the UK hit show "Most Haunted".  The production team is doing a series on American serial killers, and of course Jeffrey Dahmer was Milwaukee's well-known serial killer.

So in a last minute decision making effort, the founder rounded up a group of us for the production in an effort to investigate a location, as well as to try to conduct a ouija board seance. Normally we don't meddle with ouija boards for investigations, but this was something the production crew requested.

The program will be call "Conversations with a Serial Killer," and will start airing in August (our episode will be in September). From what I heard, the show may be aired on A&E or some other channel over here in the states starting in January.

I know for sure I won't be on camera much, but if anything, the experience, and the investigation, we're worth it. The location we were at definitely has a lot of energy there, and has a lot of spirits who are there. A LOT.

I have about 2+ hours of audio to go over, and I'm really hoping I get something. One weird thing that had occured was that I had put fresh batteries in my voice recorder, and within a short amount of time, they were dead. Paranormal? Who knows. But the personal experiences were definitely an exciting thing.

Okay, I need to ask my fellow sensitives (and others) a question here:

To you, what does it mean when you can sense something is there that you can't see, and all of a sudden come over with such a sense of anxiety that you have to leave a room and start hyperventalating?

This is the second time I've had this happen in the last few months, and I just want to get an idea of what it could mean. Is it the feelings of something negative, or is it the feelings of needing to leave a situation? What are your opinions? I truly would appreciate any and all opinions!

 Thanks in advance!

Lately I seem to be asking a lot of questions in my blogs. Apparently I'm very inquizzative lately.

Can particular individuals attract EVPs more than others? Reason I ask that is because lately it seems that every where I go to do an EVP session, I always get at least one.

Sometimes there's a feel to the atmosphere, and at others nothing - like in the case of the last EVP I put up on the forums for opinions. I felt nothing there, but the person who brought me there felt something prior to introducing me to the site.

The last case I did, I got a few EVPS, the few mini investigations I've done I've gotten at least 1-2 each, while others with me with voice recorders did not get anything.

So, with that, is there a reason why spirits/entities/unknown things would communicate via EVP with a particular individual over another?

I just want to hear everyone's theories on something here.

Say if you go to a supposed haunted location and you get an odd sense of feeling. There's a heaviness in the air that makes you feel like something else is there, but yet you can't sense it.

You go back a few days later and expect to feel the same thing, but notice the feelings you had prior are gone. There is no heaviness. It's lighter and pleasant.

Now I know energy (entities) can move. But what about emotions? Can those also move? I mean, take for example feeling sad in one place, but then later going there and not feeling it. Is it all associated with energy?

Recently I went with a group member of the group I'm in and we went to this place they have been a few times saying they sometimes get the impression of sadness. Now me being kind of sensitive, I didn't feel anything - neither did he this time around. I don't want to say I don't believe him, so I'm going to go back there again sometime.

But what are your theories in regard to this? Is it all a matter of energy moving? Or can the mind play more tricks on us than we originally imagined?

Recently it has been brought to my attention from others that they can tell I am intuned with my intuition - my sensitivity, which I have wondered about for a while.

But in the last four months, it has been a concern to me about seeing things. Usually on an investigation in the past, I had only feelings about things, but on the last two investigations I've done, I have seen images in my mind to go along with the feelings I've had. Tonight at a friend's place I was in their bedroom alone, and had a weird feeling come over me and then an image popped in my head.

With all three images I've had, there has been a consistant pattern: They're in grey shades, and their eyes are completely white. There is also something macabre about their appearance - one looked as if it were decomposing. That one was the only one I have gotten a really negative vibe from as if it were angry about something. The other two, nothing really.

But the one tonight has me now confused. When I saw the image in my mind, I turned my back to where I saw the image in my head, but then I swear I felt something touching my head as if trying to get my attention. Again, I ignored it.

Normally, I wouldn't not be asking things of this nature as I don't want to sound crazy or am off the deep end. Lately it's becoming a concern to me as I'm not 100% sure I want to see spirits/energy come to life in my mind. But I do want to know is how to interpret the images I've been seeing. Why are they in grey-scale tones? Why do they appear to me the way they do?

I asked myself that question tonight, and the only response I could think of is: "That's how they want to get my attention."

So for those who say they can see spirits, etc, what are your thoughts and feelings? I thank you in advance.

Why does it seem there are two different types of groups out there: the "politically"-made groups and the "group"-orientated groups? It's like the whole Republican/Democrat thing we deal with on a day to day basis, but why is it in our groups?

Upon talking with people from IAH in regard to how their groups run, I have seen one consistant theme: political groups don't work well.

What do I mean by "political" groups? To me, in my opinion, these are the type that 1-2 people are designated to run the group. They tell the group what they're doing, when they're doing it and how they're doing it. They are also the ones that overlook all other activities going on amongst the members to ensure the "best" for the group.

My idea of a "group" orientated group is one where the ENTIRE group has a say in something. That before decisions are made, they are brought to the table and discussed so everyone's opinions are intact.

Now why do I feel political groups do not work? Differences of opinions for starters. One person may not like how somethings are done, but once their opinion is brought up, it's quickly denied with two options: deal or get out. Second, they want to be in control of the group's schedule, so if it doesn't work with theirs, oh well.

Let me first state here: not everyone's schedules/lives run on the same page. Of course not. But in a way, if you want to be a political leader in a nonprofit organization and want to grow, you need to be available for when it needs you the most.

What about these groups who work together? How effective are they? From what I've seen, they work well. Opinions and thoughts are all shared. Majority rules. End of story.

This has been my thinking for quite some time. I understand some order needs to be there to ensure the professionalism the group wants to have, but at least put the more responsible party in charge then to get things done.

Otherwise, no one moves forward.

What are you opinions?

All of a sudden I got extremely tired.

Ok, I'm back.

I want to thanks the members of WIPS for the awesome opportunity they gave me in working with them this past weekend. They are a very well-structured group who are very professional in how they handle their investigations. The experience opened me up to new technologies, as well as new methods in regard to investigating.

So to all of you, I look forward to the next adventure. :)