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I have seen many groups who post here about their abilites as a group to help those who claim to have paranormal activity. I would like to know how it is that you help these people who suffer from actual hauntings? This is just a curiosity question and nothing more...Thanks, Donna
I'm off today to my favorite haunted house "Wolfe Manor" in Clovis Ca. I was last there two weeks ago with the owner Todd Wolfe to see what was up since the hospital wing had been removed and all the dust had settled. This is the same house that I had my two ghostly roommate's follow me home from.
Update on the ghost's living in my home now, they are happy and living here quietly, always a good thing...
Todd and I headed out to the back of the house where the hospital wing used to be to see if any of the spirits I had help move to the house had found their way back. Not a single presence did I find out there. I had wondered over the weeks if some of them would come back to where they had stayed before even though there were no walls or floors anymore. We didn't spend much time out there and headed for the house.
Inside we went to all the rooms downstairs to see who I could find, didn't sense anyone there so we headed up to Mary's room to see who was home. Mary is the spirit of an older woman who likes to sit up in her room and look out the window. She also likes to go downstairs to the kitchen as well and I suppose that is where she was. Todd and I each took a chair in Mary's room across from each other to wait and see who would show up. We didn't wait to long when a presence outside the room made himself very known. He was standing out in the hall and kept looking around the corner at us ( I didn't physically see him with my eyes), letting me know that he didn't like us there and he was scared. As I sat there I had the overwhelming sense of fear go through my being. It was so strong my arms went numb, my heart beat like it was going to jump out of my chest and I had a hard time sitting in the room without wanting to leave. I took a deep breath and got my bearings, this spirit was trying his best to get me to leave. Once I understood that it wasn't me that was having the fear and that it was him blasting me with it, I was able to push some of his energy away from me and keep his fear and anger at a comfortable level. He wasn't much into talking then and he wasn't letting anyone else come around so we ended up going down stairs. As we went downstairs he followed us around keeping his distance but making sure I knew he was there. Fear is a powerful feeling and he had a lot of it. We ended up staying there for 2 hours hearing this bang and that creak and sensing that some of the other spirits in the house were trying to get past this one angry man to come and say hi. It was late and we were tired so Todd went about setting his alarm system. While I was standing at the bottom of the stairs by the front door I kept having my attention drawn to the top of the stairs. There is no electricity in the house right now, so I pointed my flashlight up the stairs, nothing there. I went back to talking to Todd and kept having my attention drawn again up the stairs. This time I didn't shine my light up but looked up to the top of he stairs and noticed that the white strip at the front of the steps was darker on the third step, like there was a dark shadow in front of it.
As I focused I could make out a dark shape standing at the top of the stairs, it was my angry friend looking down at me. I sense spirits and their feelings, I usually don't see them, so this was very exciting for me to actually see him standing there. Todd came over and I asked him to look up the stairs without telling him what I saw, he also saw a dark shadow standing up at the top. I thanked the spirit for coming around and told him I would be back. I saw the shadow at the stop of the stairs move down a step after hearing me say this all the while letting me know he wasn't happy about this.
Tonight I will be there with Todd the owner and two paranormal investigators. We will be staying the night to gather more evidence and to see if I can get the angry spirit to come out and talk to me, learn why he is so angry. Wish me luck.....
I have decided to start a blog on some hitch hiking spirits that have decided to take up residency in my home...I picked up these spirits the last time I was at my favorite haunted place...I didn't know I had picked them up until a week after I had visited the house. The first spirit made herself known to me which was a huge surprise. I have never had a spirit follow me home and the house I'm living in now and have been living in the past 2 years and 5 months was not haunted before now...I am sensitive and can tell when a spirit is around, I use rods to communicate with them to find out who they are and why they are still hanging out, I also at times get names from them...So the first spirit made herself known and also told me her name was Sarah...She is 63 years old and didn't like where she had been. For what ever reason she decided I was a good person to attach herself to..When I found out about Sarah I was ok with her, she was quiet and just wanted to hang out in my kitchen..A few days later I felt the presence of someone else who was hanging out in my bedroom...I grabbed my rods and found out two male spirits where now also living in my house and had come home with me from the house as well..I wasn't as excited about these two new souls and I wasn't happy that they chose my bedroom to hang out in. That night I was even less excited about being woken up by my bed being shaken at 4:30 in the morning...Spirits really don't scare me, but being shaken awake by an un seen presence does scare me...Needless to say it took me hours to be able to fall asleep again...The next day I was not a happy camper, I ran out and bought myself a whole lot of sage and sweet grass and from top to bottom I saged the hell out of my house, all the while letting the male spirits know they could not stay in my house or my bedroom...I with love told all the spirits to go back where they came from that I didn't want them in my house and I didn't ask them to follow me home...For the next week I didn't feel the spirits or have anything happen...Last night at 3am I was woken up by knocking on my bedroom window, it scared the hell out of me..I jumped up out of bed and grabbed my cell phone, I went into the hall and turned on the living room light and stood there shaking thinking some living breathing person was outside my bedroom window messing with me..I stood in the hall and listened to footsteps or anything to let me know someone was outside..There was no sounds and I was to scared to look outside my window...I stood there frozen in fear not knowing what to do my heart was almost jumping out of my chest with fear...It then occurred to me that this wasn't a human being doing this, this was one of my spirit's once again waking me up at an ungodly time..It took me a very long time to calm down enough to fall back to sleep and that was with the living room lights on and my door open..When I awoke this morning my door was closed and the living room lights were off...I hadn't talked to my spirits since I saged the house I was really hoping they were gone, I was wrong...I got my rods and found that the man who had been in my room was now in my backyard and it was he who was trying to get my attention...I have now let him know that he is not to knock on my window anymore for any reason, and that he is not to wake me up again...I truly hope he will abide by this..
I was hoping they had left but they haven't and I'm not sure what I am going to do about this right now...They are not associated to this house and I didn't invite them here but here they are. I am hoping by writing about this and what ever the future holds for us all that I will deal with all this better...I'm extremely tired tonight but my fear comes back as soon as I even think about going to bed...I am dealing with this on my own because part of me thinks it's all in my head and I'm imagining all this..The other part of me knows this is real and that I should be able to deal with this on my own...I have dealt with other peoples spirits and helped them to deal with their own fears, I should be able to deal with this on my own...So then why am I still up exhausted afraid of the knocking happening again...I just don't know...Thanks for letting me vent...As things unfold I will be writing more...Blessings to everyone...
I had an experience which taught me a lesson about spirits and keeping strong boundaries up...I was out at my friends place in Clovis ca and I was there to help move spirits from one area of the building to another area...I have never done this before so I was really interested if it was going to work...I have had a lot of contact with the spirits in this place and they know me...I have talked to them on many occasions about this upcoming event and they have been scared about it..The spirits that reside in the place are mostly older folk who died there back when it was a convalescence facility, or confused people who are lost..its very sad...but I love these spirits very much and have made it my task in this life to help and protect them...So my goal was to get them to go from the hospital wing which was being torn down to the main house that was not being touched...
Well to make a long story short, because it is a long ass story, I was successful in getting everyone from the hospital wing to the main house...I was so excited, I had done what I told them I would do. I had told them that I would be there for them and that I wouldn't let anything happen to them..Now please know that I know they are dead and that nothing can truly hurt them, but I could feel their fear so strongly it just ripped at my heart...
So I have all the spirits in the house..I'm a happy woman...
We decide to go into the hospital wing to watch as the bulldozer comes through the wall of the wing...My friend Todd who owns the house wants to film this for his documentary which is about the making of a haunted hotel...So he wants he and I standing in the middle of the wing while the bulldozer rips through the walls behind us...We filmed that and it went well. After, we started watching the wreckage happen before our eyes...While I was standing there I suddenly had the feeling that a couple of the energies had come back to where I was standing and were very close to me...Then I noticed my heart was beginning to beat very hard and that I couldn't move..I couldn't move my head, or arms, or body and I couldn't blink my eyes, I was paralyzed..No matter what I tried to do I couldn't move...I heart continued to beat rapidly and I began to shake..My whole body was shaking so strongly I thought someone would notice standing next to me..There were 5 of us standing there watching..My friend Todd said we should all move back to the end of the wing to stay safe and they did, but I stayed fixed in place..I wanted to wave my arm at them or turn my head to say "hey folks I need some help I can't move" but I couldn't..On top of all of this I suddenly was overwhelmed with the urge to run down the hall and into the way of the bulldozer...It took every ounce of my being not to do this..I was trying with all my might to stay put and try to motion to someone to come and get me...When I was at my ropes end and I couldn't hang on any more my friend was at my side..I told him I couldn't move so he put his hands on my shoulder and guided me back to the other end..I told him to not let me go and to hold me firmly no matter what and he did...I knew if he let go I would go running into the bulldozer...after around 5 minutes I started to get my ability to move my body and the spirits moved away...After I had a chance to calm down and center myself again I started to understand what the energies were trying to do, they were hoping that by my running into the bulldozer I would stay with them forever...I was a tad arrogant in my thinking that I could keep them at a distance and I had totally let my guard down...I hope I never forget that and always have strong boundaries when dealing with the energies out there...
Yesterday was my birthday, I'm a big old 46 now...YIKES!!! Anyways, I decided to spend my day at an old cemetery in Calistoga which I have been to many times...Who else but we lovers of all things wierd and strange would pick a cemetery to hang out in to celebrate another year here on earth... Well me for one..I tend to like the dead better then the living..lol...I brought with me my recorder, camera (both digital) and my dowsing rods..I have had some fun experiences using dowsing rods, this was the first time I had used them outdoors...The cemetery goes back to the 1800's and has many of the original wood markers, some standing, some leaning and some long having fallen over...It's a very peaceful place to spend time reflecting on the past year...There is also a part of the cemetery that has some interesting energies up in the back..I of course head up to the back first thing to see what's going on up there, I don't feel much there and tried to see if talking to the energies would bring them out..Nope...oh well, I head off to take some pictures of the rest of this wonderful place..After taking all the pictures I wanted I go back up to my favorite spot to see if there are any energies there...As soon as I get there I feel the familiar feelings that the energies have come out...I decide to try my rods to see what happens..I stand up and start asking yes or no questions, "Are you a man, woman?" I could feel that it was a stronger energy which I always associate with a male..I was only getting a few strong answers which means the rods crossed strongly for all yes answers...I asked the energy to show me where it was and the rods started pointing towards a row of 3 headstones..I started walking in the direction the rods were pointing...All this time I had been alone in the cemetery which is my favorite way of being in such a place...I walked a few feet forward and kept repeating,"Show me which way to go" and it did...As I got to the three headstones the energy suddenly left...This needless to say frustrated me and I started talking loudly to the energy to come back and show me where to go...As I'm standing there with rods out in front of me talking loud enough for the whole cemetery to hear I turn around and standing there are two very real people looking at me like I was an escaped inmate from the local asylum...LOL...I jumped a mile having not heard them coming all the way to the back...Well not quite knowing what to say or do, I smiled at them and turned away and put my rods back in my belt and began taking more pictures as if nothing had happend...I was so embarrassed and I almost wet my pants from laughing...They quietly made a fast backtrack and went the other way...By this time I knew I had been there awhile and I looked at my watch and found it was time for me to go...As I was starting to walk away I felt the energy come back, I in a quiet voice explained to the energy that I had to go and thanked him for coming around...I could feel the strong pull that he didn't want me to go and I let him know I would be back soon...All in all it was a wonderful birthday...I look forward to the next year being full of many paranormal experiences...Blessings to all.....
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