I can’t help but look upon the ignorance of the world sometimes. I have a friend who is a very capable Magickian in his art. Anyhow he wanted a change of living circumstances so he was looking around. There was a mansion that had a room for rent. They said they where open minded but not quite. My friend said he would live there but had no desire for anyone to touch his sacred Altars that would be in his room.

They said they did not want him for fear he would sacrifice small animals in the home. I can only think of the ignorance on the outside of what others think we do.

More then sure the stigma of that of the worse nightmares of the Middle Ages still flows in there minds.

We don’t do animals sacrifices. Like in the same idea a church has he did not want others playing with sacred altars. I will not say we are all benevolent in our art for we are people. Each person has choices in behavior. Each person should be seen as individual. I will also say I have defended myself quite well if the need arises. Most of the times I need not do anything because they curse themselves by there own ignorance and fear. I have those ask me to remove curses that do not exist. I had a girl once who wanted me to remove a death curse. I told her if you where cursed you would be dead by now. Commonsense is needed. Never let others rob you of your commonsense. I am a person and I am no more sinister then anything or anyone. I have a right hand as well as left.

It can be hard living with anyone who quite does have a spiritual understanding of what is going on. I have walked up to what others fear in a dark room and have stared it down in real life. I have my own fears but they are not of the supernatural. I fear the mundane fears others have of me because I have seen in history what a Mob can do. I am at most secluded and people visit me.

I note when I lived with others like myself the spiritual activity picks up and energy clashes in dramatic fashion of more or less poltergeist activity. I think that is easy to explain. Not as much Ghost I think but perhaps Psionics in nature. The ties we have do clash to other places. Of course I have no desire to research that. I feel it would be a waste of time to find out what lighting does to fire. The answers are simple in some things even if you can’t explain them.

I keep a very odd museum so to say and most can’t handle it. I collect objects that are said to be haunted or occulted in association. My own brothers can’t even spend much time in my home. My bedroom was like that in my teens also. I have found very few like myself and no one that works like some of the things I do. I sort of have accepted that I stand in the eyes of an dream alone. I have no desire to drive another person into madness. I am happy on the path I dedicated myself to. I wed to the divine.

It can be a long lonely road on the path of the soul. I recommended to my friend he find an apartment on his own. In the long road it prevents aggravation and the fear of others.