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Me heart is still not in Christianity. I believe what they do but can't seem to apply it to my life So another religion doesn't feel right at the moment but the one I believe in doesn't either. I am just lost at the moment.
Sometimes i feel as though I am the only single person left on this planet I know I am not the only one who feels this way but every where I go I see couples and here I am 27 and still single I am not someone who has to be with someone in order to survive I am used to being alone and taking care of myself and its ok but i am ready for something different. On a more serious note I am no longer finding any joy in church or christianity it bothers me but I have taken a different path and I am worried it is the wrong one.
My Computer has messed up so I will not be on much the next few weeks.
I have been gone the past 7 days due to my health problems in case anybody wondered where I was.
I just want to say first on the poll asking about if you could ever change your answers I accidentally clicked i am never truthful anyway. I am always truthful just wanted to clear that up .But that is not what this is about. This is a personal blog. I have been sick lately for about a month and i am not getting better at least not for a couple more weeks. Some know why i am sick i have a certain illness. I haven't been as involved on here lately because of it My Mother and niece and her friend where in a car wreck yesterday only my nieces arm was hurt and they where all pretty sore. On top of all of that I am having problems with my neighbours. I may not be on here a lot for the next week or so to take care of my health.. I hope you are all having a better month than I am.
Andrea
I used to write Poetry. Keep in mind I am just getting back into this.
I believe in Angels.
I know there around
To help me through the pain
And the rain falling down.
The path that was once was dark.
They Come along and have lighted the way.
Andrea
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Today
Posted On 04/17/2007 19:58:09
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I want to thank everyone for their kind words, thoughts, and prayers. It was a hard day for everyone. I am glad to be home.
This is a personal blog. I am broken-Hearted over some of the events that have happened in my life recently. I am on a path of great improvement and it has been a long time coming. A dear friend of mine lost her husband to cancer Saturday afternoon and he is being buried to day. My heart goes out to her. I don't know what she is going through so I told her I loved her. Her daughter my cousin lost this man to he was a father to her. I haven't been married and my father is still living so I don't have the experience to say much. I want to thank all my friends on this sight this has become a second home to me even though that might sound a bit obsessive. I hope to get back to normal someday ha ha ha. I just needed to say these words.
I am 27 I have lived the same place all my life and I am in the process of changing that. I have lived alone the past 2 years so I know that wont be a big deal. I have to say it feels lonely for some reason to me In my life I mean. This is what I believe. I believe in God and Jesus And Saints And Angels and heaven. I know there is a devil and demons and hell. I have been dealing with a Mental illness for 12 years and I am ok with that. I am the type of Person who doesn't need proof to belive something exist. I have had enough darkness to last me a lifetime so i seek the light.
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