why do you feel scared to be alone? I mean if you dont let anything happen nothing will. Dont let your mind freak you out when things start happening. Trust in your self and if you believe in god trust in him. Nothing can or will happen unless you allow it to happen.
I am thinking of starting a free banner exchange for anyone with a paranormal website. If you think this is a good idea then let me know. If there is enough interest I'd start it up.